Somewhere/Nowhere

I'm so brain fried by the end of the night I'm Kinda scared to stay up I just wish I could write Such a big cup of coffee I swim My high delta waves taking peaks & dips I've wasted time & time again Cried again And I just over-drafted in my bank account again Free will builds walls for me Pursuance of passion is mystery In a perfect world I would shine like I'm capable of I just can't lie to myself anywhere I'm so self aware I don't know what's happening I'm all alone and tragically I'm somewhere, but going nowhere With all this social distancing Is anybody missing me? I don't care I'm going nowhere I'm living lights with the lights off Kinda wish the day would take the nights off Break it up with my thoughts Wondering the benefit of my doubt Hanging by a thread so thin I wear out But I'm getting there I'm going through the motions But I stand still Freeze, frame, focus But it's getting real Everybody waving Yelling so loud And I can only listen free With no sound Like I'm muted and I'm looking for a sign that I'm connecting every dotted 'I' But am I truly blessed for crossing every 't' And making sure that I think twice Instead of trusting my intuition Getting too steep I can't afford the price I guess could invest in new plans But when your capital is lower case You never have the upper hand So many roads that I could travel Take the lesser land And thank you Frost, I do appreciate the tips, man I don't know what's happening I'm all alone and tragically I'm somewhere, but going nowhere With all this social distancing Is anybody missing me? I don't care I'm going nowhere I'm on my way to somewhere I don't know where And no I don't care I'm on my way to somewhere I don't know where