Burden

I've been looking for yeah, I've been searching Just wanna talk a while, I don't wanna burden you with The pain I feel, yeah, I've been hurting When I'm not with you, I don't feel like I'm a person no more Just a ghost now, just a ghost now My home is lonely, and it's looking like a ghost town I don't feel like this is real life Gotta tell me straight, what's the deal? I Never knew what commitment meant Now I'm here tryna fix this mess Every night I close my eyes And I pretend that you're in this bed You swear to God that I'm unfaithful I swear to God that I am That's a lot of swearing, that's why I'm cursed But I deserve it because Back before you, I wasn't a perfect person And I can see why you would think I'd do you dirty I've earned that reputation, I've burned that many bridges I know I've learned my lesson It hurt me when I did it We don't talk, I think you changed your number The last we saw each other, I can't really remember I was mistaken when I said it would get better Now I'm sitting here in limbo But I know I'll wait forever I've been looking for ya, yeah, I've been searching Just wanna talk a while, I don't wanna burden you with The pain I feel, yeah, I've been hurting Man I'm not with you, I don't feel like I'm a person no more And I pray that she might call back While I'm sitting in an empty room Staring at a blank TV, a cigarette burns And I sit and reminisce about you About your truth and about your lies If you were the kid, you would be here now But instead I am trapped in a room by my goddamn self And I'm praying that I might get out But I know that I can, I know that I won't Say what you feel, but I know you don't You can take my life, you can break my heart But I swear this time, this time I'm gone I just came to talk, but you hung up I guess everything, it just ain't enough You say something and take it back I'm not sure really what to make of this But that's bad, be with him Tell him everything that you told me to Tell him that it means everything in the world to you The same bullshit you put me through Maybe I'm a burden, no I'm not perfect I said that I love you and I meant every word of it But you turned me out and then walked away I guess this is why I just called to say that I've been looking for ya, yeah I've been searching Just wanna talk a while, I don't wanna burden you with The pain I feel, yeah I've been hurting Plain I'm not with you, I don't feel like I'm a person no more I thought about it, you ain't perfect Matter of fact, we the same person I'm fucked up, you're fucked up It's in my head like a brain surgeon I can't take anybody who claims I'm the one to blame This all feels out of body Get chills when I hear your name Can we talk about it, be about it Put it up online, let them read about it I don't care what they thinking Can't picture me without you You got this glow about you It looks like gold around you But who needs riches if you see the sum that we amount to No bank account could take us out We priceless I love you, then I hate you, then I love you I might switch back and forth but you're my future I'm a psychic, if you don't know what I'm thinking Listen up because it's like this I've been looking for you, yeah I've been searching Just wanna talk a while, I don't wanna burden you with The pain I feel, yeah I've been hurting Plain I'm not with you, I don't feel like I'm a person no more