limbo

My head's hurting I've been awake all night I'm still learning How to make things right And I keep making The same mistakes I made yesterday And I keep hurting myself In all the same ways I'm in limbo Always in between Can't seem to let go Of who I used to be I'm in limbo Always in between Why don't I know Who I wanna be? I know it's bad but, you wouldn't understand How I can get out This isn't what I'd planned Wish I could stop it Bad habits on my mind Gets harder to quit The longer I pretend to be fine Who am I to complain When I'm driving myself insane I don't wanna stay the same But I'm afraid I change I'm in limbo Always in between Can't seem to let go Of who I used to be I'm in limbo Always in between Why don't I know Who I wanna be?