Cave

I am sitting here in silence like a stone inside a pool of Running water falling down a twisting aching straining stream Inside a cave inside a mountain inside me inside of you Here I am of icy glacial bits and pieces broken Through the very center of my holiness Like pennies thrown into some Ancient fountain turning surfaces To wishes in a stream Inside a cave inside a mountain inside me inside of you Sometimes I almost want to die when I say so many lies Why do you make me want to be that way it's Almost obscene the way I don't say what I mean even though I try to but I can't be anything but distant It's all been wonderfully marvelous to feel You're as near as I have ever come to being one with anyone for real It's all been wonderfully marvelous to touch You're as close as I have ever come to wanting anybody way too much Or not enough, too easily to be loved... too much or not enough I am sitting naked in a public place inside my facing you Is all I do to keep from telling you the truth is in my way It's still your way of killing me is to throw me in a stream Inside a cave inside a mountain inside me inside of you Sometimes I almost want to die when I say so many lies Why do you make me want to be that way it's Almost obscene the way I don't say what I mean even though I try to but I can't be anything but distant It's all been wonderfully marvelous to feel You're as near as I have ever come to being one with anyone for real It's all been wonderfully marvelous to touch I'm as close as I have ever come to wanting anybody way too much Or not enough, too easily to be loved... too much or not enough ... inside me inside of you