Sinking Under

The lights went out I could see my own grave God help me now Is all that I could bear to say Hands reaching from the floor My body's laying lifeless while my spirit sinks below If I could find a way back I promise I would never take my life for granted anymore And I can change And I can change Oh the price I've paid to learn a lesson Is it too late to find redemption? Honestly I'm afraid of the answer I admit I'm ashamed I'm sinking under I'm sinking under I swear I never thought I would go down this road again But everywhere I turn leads me back to the same destination I've been selfish, I'm pathetic I was afraid of the commitment But I'm not hopeless, I'm not toxic I have a heart, I have a conscience Oh I've gone off the deep end Oh the price I've paid to learn a lesson Is it too late to find redemption? Honestly, I'm afraid of the answer I admit I'm ashamed I'm sinking under God, will you pull me out? You've been living in sin The voice in my head says I'll never win Tarnishing yourself with substances Playing the victims How you live with yourself? Oh the price I've paid to learn a lesson Is it too late to find redemption? Honestly I'm afraid of the answer I admit I'm ashamed I'm sinking under I'm sinking under