Roadblocks

Yeah, wasted times it's just how it goes By myself guess I'm better alone Holding on to my faith and my hope That things will change when they probably won't At least that's what I think when I'm at home And I'm on my phone and mindlessly scroll As if the algorithm is the cure to the broken parts of me that nobody knows To be real, I break down when it hits me Being happy and sad, damn, it's getting sickening Knowing those I used to keep close Flipped and turned ghost, they no longer with me Distant memories I can't get back Wish I could take a stroll and visit my past And relive the moments that I had Yeah, relive the moments, I So much wasted time, I won't fake I'm fine I won't wait in line for someone to give me Some basic advice that I can't apply 'Cause my state of mind's a bottomless feeling I heard it all, so, yeah, you can save me the grief Look, a MacBook and a XLR mic is all that I need A therapist will never know more than me I just hope my art will land in your feed Fighting this algorithm is so tiring 'Cause it's designed to control what you see I need a minute, I just need to breathe Lately I'm tripping, don't know what I need This time it's different, I been keeping my distance I just can't leave, cause I keep on hitting these roadblocks guess I'll walk To the place that I need to with my thoughts Navigation is wasteful, I'm still lost I'm still lost, I'm still lost Still lost at a crossroads Seeing the world full of lost souls Life is hell but my heart's cold Let's see how fast this car goes Driving through the city just to relax I don't need no pity 'cause I understand Nobody can fix me, because I have to conquer what's in me, or I'ma spaz and lose it I gotta tighten some loose ends I'm tired of losing I trust nobody Nobody I'm cool with, I had fake friends Make me look foolish But that is on me, I don't play the blame game I find it useless, I mean what do you do when Nobody wants to owns up to what they're doing? It's too much energy to explain and prove it I rather ride solo, and work on my music The stress that people bring can paralyze movement, I can't Let them do that, I'd rather stay busy and get on the map Holding on to you, it sounds like a trap Easier for me if I'm not attached, I Woke up, feeling like this, I can't Avoid all the feelings I have I know I'm not perfect, I am worthless I'm negative, my bad I shouldn't be thinking like that I shouldn't be thinking like (thinking like that, nah) I keep on hitting these roadblocks, guess I'll walk To the place that I need to with my thoughts Navigation is wasteful, I'm still lost I'm still lost, I'm still lost