DEEP END

Yeah, I'm stumbling Yeah, I'm stumbling I'm stumbling Stumbling down (yeah) Dark thoughts drilling my brain I was hoping they slow down (down) If the old me, saw the new me I know he would be so proud (proud) Then why do I feel like a burden I'm hurting my doubts getting so loud (loud) Like I should just quit, give up and give in I should put my phone down Living my life through a screen It's got me comparing myself and I hate it 'Cause my life is blessed yet feel like I'm stressed Just 'cause I'm not famous Doom-scrolling, I know it's not healthy That's why I'm feeling anxious Self-hatred, life wasted, still chasing Validation, it's strange when I got everything that I wanted Yet still feel a calling for something that's deeper than me Since I started relying on God for his guidance While walking the road of redemption, this road is the darkest The lights only shown to those who walk the farthest I'm holding on hope, 'cause this road is uncharted I'm walking by faith, 'cause I know that I'm guarded Guess I'm just evolving, the old me departed, I Had to cut the chains of lust and idleness I don't know why it's so hard to keep fighting this I see my demons conspiring Tryna make me slip, stumble down and trip Deep in a abyss, death at the bottom Done with giving in, this ain't how to live I'ma rise again I'll be a problem I'm struggling Crumbling Can't hide no more, I can't run again Run again (yeah, yeah) Run again (yeah, yeah) Run again (yeah, yeah) Ooh, nah, nah Don't mind me here, I'm just falling down Down Don't mind me here, I'm just Yeah Yo, I need a natural reset Spent years mishandling regrets Continuous thoughts, won't leave and get lost I grip on my cross, I need rest You may have met them, not me yet I stay way off in the deep end I wouldn't get close, I'm known to turn ghost That's just how I roll, no secret I stick to myself, too stubborn for help Too tired to buy the lies you sell Been scrolling online, while time passes by It's like my phone's a digital cell I felt invincible till I was ridiculed by who I listen to, which is myself Now my life interludes dread that continues to Conjure my bitter mood, I should be well I mean, look what I have and look what I got I would have lost if it wasn't for God Making me aware of all the facades The fakes, the snakes, the devious plot I got 'em on watch, my target is locked The journey I'm on's a climb to the top I'm sick of knowing I'm enough But keep feeling like I'm not I'm struggling Crumbling Can't hide no more, I can't run again Run again (yeah, yeah) Run again (yeah, yeah) Run again (yeah, yeah) Ooh nah, nah Don't mind me here, I'm just falling down Down Don't mind me here, I'm just