Unchained

Mama's first born son 1-9-9-1 Crooked gap tooth smile And a loaded gun After the twist of fate Taught me to hate Contemplate ways Toward greater survival rate Survive not thrive Has been the goal my whole damn life New dreams shattered Mentally scattered Searching for a reason to carry on Can I carry on like this? Sisyphus Nailed to a crucifix I admit- I'm lost It's my time on the cross But at what cost? My faith lost to the sands of time Crime of life became my life of crime This isn't what you wanted for me But this might be the only way for me to be free Sorry Mama You know it's true What can I do? It's my destiny to die too Don't shed a tear Cause I ain't happy here Rather die on my feet now than live life slave to the fear I can't pretend it's all bad But the bad only gets worse Take from me all I ever had Until my turn in the hearse Mama's first born son 1-9-9-1 Mama's first born son Crooked gap tooth smile and a loaded Another brick in the road Guide us back to the devil's throne I won't atone For the crimes of those Abused as a child When they're fully grown Now your monster is fully grown